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nagalit saken yung asawa ko kagabi! yeah! hahahaha.. pag iniicp ko, natutuwa ako.. pero, during that time na galit cia, nakakatakot... hayy..
I have this friend that was once my suitor. Many times kcng rejected kaya medyo away away kame at ngaun term lng ulit kme nag-usap - BLOCK p.. medyo ayaw ata ng asawa ko na lagi kaming magkasama. Hindi naman maiiwasan kc pareho kame ng TRACK and close friend din cia nila TONIX and CHEN. I have no objections, either... kaso, all of a sudden, bigla na lng ciang nabbadtrip pag nakikita niyang kasama ko yung asawa ko or pinaguusapan lng namin cia. Worst, nimura niya c TONIX yesterday ng "F*ck you".. awww.. dun ako medyo nainis. Ang iniicp niya, sinet-up cia ni TONIX na makita akong kasama yung asawa ko. anu namang masama dun,db? Asawa ko yun kaya kasama ko!! Tsaka, bakit cia magagalit?!!
Ang alam ko mei nililigawan cia matagal na. Sign of relief yun para saken kc at least "akala ko" naka-move on na.. Tapos kahapon, bigla na lng sasabihin saken ni TONIX and CHEN na affected pa rin cia..
First thing! I dont think that he should be affected although mei past feelings cia para saken. Kaso, taking into consideration na mei niligawan cia, I guess its improper. Second thing! Bakit niya kelangang magbitiw ng "foul words" and take note, sa isang close friend pa na wala namang bad intention tlga. Lastly, he has no right to get angry. Sabihin na nating unconciously yun or human nature,.. pero dapat, he should watch his actions and words. nakakasakit na cia.. AGAIN..
I felt bad kc, in one way of another, involve ako d2.. hayy, little boy talaga..tsaka kc friend ko cia and we had a good friendship way back then.
o? bakit puro tungkol sa taong 'to?? (magagalit na naman yung isa dyan pag nabasa 'to!! nyahaha..)
My husband was a little annoyed and disappointed yesterday. galit nga daw sya, sabi niya. nagalit pala. hahahaha! parang hindi naman.. kc hindi ko daw cia dinaanan sa OPEN LAB and tapos, paglabas pa niya, nakita niya kaming magkakasama.. kasama dun yung person na kanina ko pa inukwento sa taas.. e ayaw niya dun!
sa dinami dami na kaaayawan niya, dun pa sa taong yun..he's a lot lot lot better naman. (pwede bang "best" na?? nyahahaha..) what i'm trying to point out is that, he (asawa ko) shouldn't be jealous.. siya na nga pinili ko e! magalit nlng cia pag nakipaghiwalay ako sa kanya.. patagal pa naman yun! ahahaha! baka hindi na nga ako makipaghiwalay e.. (sana po, Lord! please..) hahahaha! :) malas lng niya.. hahaha..
haba na nito..
next time again.. :)
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ok, so binasa ko pala ang first entry. and im sorry im sorry im sorry. i wont make pakialam na from this point on.
when i decided to join up with you guys again, yes may nililigawan na ako na iba. and yeah, i got over you na. i asked a lot of people kung kamusta ka na. so yun, same ugali, evp na, may dorm na, may crush na bago... and thats about it. you always have a lot of crushes so i assumed it's nothing. kala ko pa nga si greg eh... holding hands kasi kayo sa ice skating. pero hindi ako affected nun. so i said to myself na kahit meron ka na rin next term, kakayanin ko yan.
then along comes this guy from no where. it just felt like a big slap in the face, because after trying so hard for almost a year to win your favor, he comes out of the blue and gets the entire lot. from what i've heard, your the one who started it all.
yun lang ang hindi ko ma take.
pero what can i do diba? anyways, somebody should have at least warned me that this would happen. i cant blame tonix and chen kasi wala rin pala silang alam. mali mali pala ang research ko. i learned about this nalang when i check your friendster account two days before classes started. too late to back out... i had to face the music.
im sorry kung hindi ko pa rin ma take na makita kita na may kasamang iba. thats why nawawala agad ako after dismissal. mali lang ang alibi ko that night kaya napilitan niyo ako na sumama. pero the next day im fine na again. what i didnt see wont hurt me.
rest assured na i have no intentions of trying anything stupid again. that includes both sides of the love-hate table. i have no illusions that you'll ever like me. and no right in hell to be mad. i hope this wont affect our study relationships. but, if you want to back out sa ibang groupings na hindi pa na finalize... its fine with me.
that night... gusto ko lang talaga mawala sa kalye na yun. if i could run without looking like a fool, i would have. the dirty finger was not for tonix, not for chen, and not for you. i explained that to tonix on the way home. i was acting on impulse. im sorry i lost control.
thank you for being such a good friend lately. after what i've done to you, i know i never deserved this kind of treatment. i dont know what's going to happen this term. i hope everything will turn out well.
im still going to wear a smile on my face the next time we see each other. thats because im really happy to be with you guys again. honest. hindi po plastic yan. :D
gudluck and godbless po sa atin... ganbarimasu!!!
*ps, hindi mo pa pala pinakilala si andrew sakin... you should. maybe kung kilala ko ang sumasama sayo and malaman ko na your in good hands (with metrobank?), maybe i could rest easy na. hehe... ok ok ba?
*pss, para fair i'll give you access sa blog ko. leave comments ha. ang main reason talaga na nilagyan ko ng password yun is because binabasa ng parents ko. hehe...
pis po... (",)Y
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